Today's Thoughts...

A Levesque #61 - Last Rope

 I can't even begin to describe the feelings that I have built up inside of me lately.  This is going to be personal mainly because God gifted me with the ability to not care about your opinion, and this blog isn't for people who know me per se.  It's mainly for my children so they can look and see everything will work out.   NO MATTER WHAT THERE WILL ALWAYS BE HOPE. I've been struggling. Never have I seen such selfishness. Never have I seen so much greed. Never have I seen so much betrayal.  Never have I seen families ripped apart because of ego and pride.   My house and my family will not be torn apart in the process.  We serve the Lord, and no weapon formed against us will prosper.  We are formed on a rock, not sand to blow away when trials come our way.   Somedays will be hard. Shit, somedays are hard. Somedays it will rain. Then, Somedays the sun will shine so bright you'll forget that it was ever raining.  Never give up on those you love.   Pray for them from

Do I Have a Booger In My Nose!

After hours of frustration, I give up.  I am just going to leave it there.  I already published it, posted it, tried to fix it, and that is it.  Missing the Big Kay was not supposed to be on a different white background, it was all supposed to be blue.  HOW DID IT END UP THAT WAY?
It doesn't matter!  I keep saying it.  It doesn't matter, it's readable...  That is the most important part.  We all know the cover matters on every book, and that is what we are judged on first.

Because of last night at 1 a.m. after a great deal of time writing, editing the day, looking for pictures, watching videos, and a full range of mommy/wife duties I clicked the preview button on my post.  Oh dear, WHY!!! All the letters were on top of each other.  The pictures were scattered all over, yes I said pictures...  I had to only go with one because I was so annoyed.  With it being the first format problem, I had no idea what to do.  I did go in and click things (which I am sure I shouldn't of) because the problems just got worse.  

As frustrated as I was I decided to try again this morning.  Patience is obviously what I am learning at this moment...  So I go to sleep, wake up to try again with absolutely NO LUCK.  I have now consulted with the hubby who called so and so who ended up on the phone with.  As much as he tried to help, the only solution I could come up with was to make a whole new post and retype the whole thing.  Copy and paste have already proved unsuccessful at this point.  

So here I come to a crossroad, delete it or delete it and start a brand new one to type it again.  I can type pretty fast, but starting a new one means I have to make a duplicate post on my Facebook and hers (and I don't like that).  Since I don't like it I started thinking, why do I want to change it.  So it looks smooth, for you.  I want to catch your eye because I am awesome, and not because I have a booger in my nose.  I can tell you in just a few days, I have received many opinions on how crappy my blog is...  

I can see how people can easily dismiss something irregular.  I have stated before I am here to share myself with people.  I am going to make mistakes because most of the time I have no idea what I am doing.  Judge lightly...  I would say don't judge me, but I really don't think that is possible.  If there are serious problems with my post speak up because if you were standing in front of me with your fly down I am going to say something.  

As you can see I am not going to delete my post, and retype it so it doesn't lay on the damn white background because it is readable.  I decided instead this afternoon I will work on some other awesome stuff I want to do (the dishes)...  We spend so much time looking backward at our mistakes that you can not even focus on the future.  

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Love You
A. Levesque


  1. Your blog is fine. I know personally if you continue to take time to correct the present you will have no future.


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