Today's Thoughts...

A Levesque #61 - Last Rope

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 I can't even begin to describe the feelings that I have built up inside of me lately.  This is going to be personal mainly because God gifted me with the ability to not care about your opinion, and this blog isn't for people who know me per se.  It's mainly for my children so they can look and see everything will work out.   NO MATTER WHAT THERE WILL ALWAYS BE HOPE. I've been struggling. Never have I seen such selfishness. Never have I seen so much greed. Never have I seen so much betrayal.  Never have I seen families ripped apart because of ego and pride.   My house and my family will not be torn apart in the process.  We serve the Lord, and no weapon formed against us will prosper.  We are formed on a rock, not sand to blow away when trials come our way.   Somedays will be hard. Shit, somedays are hard. Somedays it will rain. Then, Somedays the sun will shine so bright you'll forget that it was ever raining.  Never give...
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Popping My Blogging Cherry

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Here we are on day two.  I have been thinking all day about what I was going to write.  I have felt a range of emotions from tears to anger, even contemplating today just tossing it in the damn bag.  All that over a blog which actually kind of humored me.  BUT THEN IT HIT ME...

 I am sharing...

 That is what I am here to do.  I am so anxious about all the things that could happen from typing online, but you know what the worse thing that can happen in your life is nothing.  If you sit on the sidelines and do absolutely nothing you will never know what you could do.  I want to share with people what I think, I feel, and well whatever the hell I want.  That is why I am here, and why try to hide it.

 If you are sitting at your house trying to figure out your next move.  Whatever you do don't just do nothing.  Do something.

 So just to share some realizations of the day:

 Found out how to not have all the words run together (I left my first one like that just so you could laugh at me).  Plus I got to play around a little bit with formatting.

 I smashed through the crazy heart pounding anxiety of everyone is going to see me... I think (I guess we will see).  I do believe one of our big problems as a whole society is not being open and honest.  I have been watching a bunch of Jay Shetty videos lately.  I am very happy and grateful about running by those.  If you have never heard of him look him up on, well, anywhere...   

 Hate to admit it, but a blog is going to take up a whole bunch of time.  I think that the thing I am going to like is my laptop goes where I go.  

 My 11 year old wants to tell all her friends about it so that should prove to be so much fun in the future... 

 If all else fails, my husband will always love me.
Making it to the end and feel compelled to write is I think where this is at.  If you want to share, follow, or sign up for emails on posts just click in below.  Thanks. A.Levesque

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