Today's Thoughts...

A Levesque #61 - Last Rope

 I can't even begin to describe the feelings that I have built up inside of me lately.  This is going to be personal mainly because God gifted me with the ability to not care about your opinion, and this blog isn't for people who know me per se.  It's mainly for my children so they can look and see everything will work out.   NO MATTER WHAT THERE WILL ALWAYS BE HOPE. I've been struggling. Never have I seen such selfishness. Never have I seen so much greed. Never have I seen so much betrayal.  Never have I seen families ripped apart because of ego and pride.   My house and my family will not be torn apart in the process.  We serve the Lord, and no weapon formed against us will prosper.  We are formed on a rock, not sand to blow away when trials come our way.   Somedays will be hard. Shit, somedays are hard. Somedays it will rain. Then, Somedays the sun will shine so bright you'll forget that it was ever raining.  Never give up on those you love.   Pray for them from

Healing - It is possible with a little push!

Life has given me many different opportunities (I like to call them) to learn a variety of different things.  I may be different from other people when I say opportunities, but as terrible as the situation may be the life lessons are always there.  Life lessons are an opportunity to grow and learn.  If you continue to do the same thing, nothing will ever change.  You will continue to be presented with the same problem until you learn to change what you do to bring about a different result.  I am an extremely open individual, and I have been given a gift of being able to share my mistakes with people without worrying about what they think.

Since yesterday's post, Michigan is Miserable, my main focus at this point is to make you happy.  Are you miserable?  When I look around I see people rushing and mainly upset in some way, am I looking at you?  Do you complain about everything (inside your head)? 


I was always thinking about every bad thing that had ever happened.  I focused all my energy on that inside my head.  I rushed around, growling at people in my own way and getting frustrated with even the simplest inconveniences.  I am a combat veteran, suffered my own share of abuse from others in my life, and I was drowning in all of it.  Everywhere I turned was a dead end.  I was barely making it in my own brain, without an escape.  Just when I thought I was going to completely throw in the towel, I was given a book that changed my life.  I will post it in the comments, but the book itself is irrelevant.  It was the action that mattered. 

That book sparked a fire in me like no other.  It made me go on this journey of discovering myself.  I had to do to conquer my fears and overcome things I never thought I could.  I told myself when I was a young child, I would NEVER be a single mom because my mom struggled so hard on her own.  I found myself at 27 single momming it up with my two girls like the best of them. 

I am so glad that I was given a spark to light my fire.  

I have decided that is what I want to be, I want to light your fire.  I want to make you start thinking outside of that box that was custom built for you.  I want you to share your experiences, don't just sit on the sidelines.  Do something, and say something.  Quit worrying about what people think and take the leap you have been waiting to do.  I am going to start sharing on my different platforms on what I find inspirational, where I find my strength.  I want to hear from you.  This is a reach out to you but not just for you.  

This is for me too.  I want to help you because service is just wired inside my nature.  I don't want you to be sad or lost.  If I can help one person out here in life, then that is all that counts.

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