Today's Thoughts...

A Levesque #61 - Last Rope

 I can't even begin to describe the feelings that I have built up inside of me lately.  This is going to be personal mainly because God gifted me with the ability to not care about your opinion, and this blog isn't for people who know me per se.  It's mainly for my children so they can look and see everything will work out.   NO MATTER WHAT THERE WILL ALWAYS BE HOPE. I've been struggling. Never have I seen such selfishness. Never have I seen so much greed. Never have I seen so much betrayal.  Never have I seen families ripped apart because of ego and pride.   My house and my family will not be torn apart in the process.  We serve the Lord, and no weapon formed against us will prosper.  We are formed on a rock, not sand to blow away when trials come our way.   Somedays will be hard. Shit, somedays are hard. Somedays it will rain. Then, Somedays the sun will shine so bright you'll forget that it was ever raining.  Never give up on those you love.   Pray for them from

A.Levesque #50 The Fixer Upper



 I never really thought I would be writing again in my blog.  I pay the fee every year just to keep it there for someone somewhere who may need to read it.  I don't know why.  

Maybe because deep down I love it, I know sharing is caring.  I know I don't want others to ever feel alone even if only one person reads my little perspective, and gets any help out of it.  That is all that matters.

I am a fixer, and I have run into a problem that needs fixing.  To my utmost surprise, it was me.  Time to rassle with my own demons, and get to the end of my rainbow. 

What happens when everyone around you suddenly is better?  You realize that even though you may have contributed to their progress, and even maybe devoted yourself to it you left something out.  YOUR OWN DAMN ASS HEALING...

To The Fixer Upper, 

Yeah I am talking to you and you and don't worry me too, the one where everyone turns when the answers need to be found.  

You have them.  
You chose not to use them but only for yourself.
You freely help others to find yourself drowning in darkness.
Why are you so comfortable in the darkness, while guiding people to the light?  

You deserve this and we are no longer accepting no for an answer, screams the angels from inside.

AND Here I am.  

Feeling like the soldier in the hole.  With no one with the right tools to get me out.
The Fixer-Upper is in dire need of fixing up.
Everyone knows that my journey is always an open book, and I speak my truths when I am ready. 
I have really been hit in the face with my own time for healing.  

If you are finding yourself lost and in need of some fixing.
Give yourself grace, because we all make mistakes.  
Be real honest, and look that face in the mirror.  It is your time to make everything you ever wanted happen.  God will fix all the cracks and holes you don't even know where to begin with.  He will send you exactly what you need.  Just give yourself grace.  Show yourself mercy, you are only human.  Even if you can not understand how you will get there, remember all you have to do is keep believing and working and the pieces will all fall into place.
Never lose hope.
Never give in.
Good things are headed your way.
God loves you and so do I.  

Remember don't be an asshole, people are dying out there.
Love your faces 
💙A. Levesque