Today's Thoughts...

A Levesque #61 - Last Rope

 I can't even begin to describe the feelings that I have built up inside of me lately.  This is going to be personal mainly because God gifted me with the ability to not care about your opinion, and this blog isn't for people who know me per se.  It's mainly for my children so they can look and see everything will work out.   NO MATTER WHAT THERE WILL ALWAYS BE HOPE. I've been struggling. Never have I seen such selfishness. Never have I seen so much greed. Never have I seen so much betrayal.  Never have I seen families ripped apart because of ego and pride.   My house and my family will not be torn apart in the process.  We serve the Lord, and no weapon formed against us will prosper.  We are formed on a rock, not sand to blow away when trials come our way.   Somedays will be hard. Shit, somedays are hard. Somedays it will rain. Then, Somedays the sun will shine so bright you'll forget that it was ever raining.  Never give up on those you love.   Pray for them from

A.Levesque #55 - Rough Stuff Sucks

It's been a couple days since I checked in and made sure you are all doing okay and to update on the process.  I have been given some new instructions on how to address my housing issue from up North, which gives me some kind of hope.  Just know there will be no losing of the mind, I have absolutely no expectation of anything happening ever.  People in power always get away with things they shouldn't.  Money controls the evil world we live in.

Let's get serious.
We are required to do hard things.  
Wake up in the morning and move.  
Stay up late to get the rest of it done.
Some people who have those regular lives, (you know the weekend people) just don't understand the real struggle of doing the things that you seek out.  Instead of following the mold.

I go out with people in many places even outside my personal area and run into people I know because I have no problem putting my face and my opinion out there.  I have no problem with saying the things out loud that no one wants to say.

This life is hard enough, it gets even harder when you are trying to navigate through people's manipulation and negativity.

Don't settle for who will have you.
I know I would rather be alone than be with whoever would have me.

Until that person shows up do you...
I mean really do you.   Get up for yourself.
Do the things you are passionate about.  Get involved in something.
Do anything but sit.
Sitting will result in the nothingness that you are feeling.

I know that the changes I have made in such a short time have been insane.  I have given up the waitressing and completely ruined my nails, oh dear.  I am loving every minute of it.  Within less than a month I am already grooving along with 2 custom orders and almost enough stock to maybe hit a market or two.  

The point I am trying to make is, to quit doing the same thing over and over expecting different results.  Don't give up, take risks, and take more risks.  No one ever talks about all the things that the person doesn't accomplish once they accomplish the one thing they are amazing at and you are amazing at something.  Keep going till you find it.

Remember people are dying out there, so be kind always.
Tomorrow is not promised.
I love your faces all the time for real.  
Thank you for all the support and love everyone always gives.
You know who your faces are. 

Love your faces.